Re-la-tion-ship

n.1. a connection, association, or involvement. 2. connection between persons by blood or marriage; kinship. 3. an emotional or other connection between people. 4. a romantic or sexual involvement.

Really what is a relationship? the definition above is just words...how can one really truly understand a relationship without having one?...perhaps there are many words in the dictionary that give me this feeling...

Words...

Relationship...

No matter what kind of relationship you are in..there are always many emotions..for me its like being in a boat in the sea...at times it's smooth sailing..other times make me seasick...

In the beginning it really feels magical...like no matter what...nothing will ruin a day for you...then time passes....can you keep that feeling?
my answer is ...no

What happens?

Forgive me ...I am still working on some sort of answer to this question...

One day I may have an answer blog...

All are welcome to comment on my blogs

Year at a Glace...Stars above..Love below..

Simply...I am not done blogging tonight...

A few decisions I have made for the new year ahead..

I will spend time with people that really value me...
I will spend time with women and men where conversations
generate brilliance...
I will walk away from the negative humans...
I will embrace the beauty of the positive..inspiring humans...
I will work on my patience..my love in my relationship with the
man I have chosen to live with in this new environment...
I have opened my eyes and my mind to new and great opportunities that surround me...
I am a teacher and a student everyday of my life...
I will shed the old skin and grow the new skin...
I will become the strength I have gained...I can handle anything ...
I will live my truth...
I will see beauty in things that may not be beauty to others...
I will photograph the light that catches my eyes and keep it inside until
it is meant to blossom...
I will love
I will live love and power..
I will use my power with love...
I will live in confidence...
I will dance more...
I will make the changes that are needed to become who I truly am...

Don't bother if you intend on bringing drama or negativity into my world..
Im not interested...

Focused

I am really focused these days...hence the reason
I am not always up on blogging...due to being super
busy with everything that is surrounding me...
My darling daughter is becoming more and more aware
every moment of the day..She is soooo much fun..we
accomplished blowing kisses today...can't beat that
kind of fun...

What else ...I am working 4 nights/days a week now, teaching
english...this is super good for me..it gets me out of the house
and back into the world of communication...that may sound funny to
some of you..but seriously my first year here I didn't communicate
with people everyday...it was tough...moving on here and now all is
becoming real to me..here I am in Japan doing it..."it" being living
life...this is my home now..tho it will never feel like "home" for now
this is home...so moving on...

I have a few new things I am working on...you can click on them off to the
side of this blog at the top right...I am selling things from Japan and
I am making small affordable paintings..all the money I make will help
get Nina and I to the United States for a month every year...so buy something
and I will come see ya! hahhaha...

Recently my husband Katsunori and I booked our dream vacation..I mean our honeymoon
that hasn't happened yet...we will be going to the Maldives in March ...if you
don't know about the Maldives..google it..

So for now thats my update on the life of me...focused I am ...

PLUR